In Order to Remember You Must First Forget
Monday, July 21, 2025
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Crambe maritima & Rosa 'Souvenir du Docteur Jamain' 21 July 2025 | | |
I stepped from plank to plank – Emily Dickinson
I stepped from plank to plank
So slow and
cautiously;
The stars about my head I felt,
About my feet the
sea.
I knew not but the next
Would be my final
inch,—
This gave me that precarious gait
Some call
experience.
My
grandmother, María de los Dolores Reyes de Irureta Goyena often quoted from the
19th Argentine prose poem – El Gaucho – Martín Fierro , “Mas sabe el
diablo por viejo que por diablo.” That translates to “The devil knows
more not because he is the devil but because he is an old man.”
And because I am an old man about to be 83 soon, I think
of stuff that is obvious. The word routine (I have a pretty inflexible daily
one) comes from the idea of taking the same route. Is that obvious? Jorge Luís
Borges liked to write about obvious stuff. He once said that in order to
remember you must first forget.
Part of that daily routine of mine that is one that I
cannot avoid is to associate so much of what I see in my house and garden to my
memory of Rosemary.
Most of my plant scans somehow I always connect to her.
Today’s scan is of one of her fave of all grey plants (she loved grey plants)
of Crambe maritima which I combined with
one of my re-blooming (the correct botanical term is remontant) red roses, Rosa
‘Souvenir du Docteur Jamain”. I did this combination as it is about her and
about me. She did introduce me to be interested in roses. This scan is about
our shared experience, one we had for 52 years.
Every moment of my daily routine is to remember what I
have lost.
Art Bergmann & Steven Drake - Passion
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Art Bergmann & Steven Drake |
My adventures with rock started at an American High School
in Mexico City where I was teaching around 1973. My students asked me one day, “Mr.
Hayward what do you think of Alice Cooper?” They laughed when I answered, “Who
is she?”
It was in 1979 in Vancouver when I was set straight by two
events. Vancouver Magazine sent me to the Smilin’Buddha to photograph a
performance. I witnessed Art Bergman and his K-Tels. I put my camera bag in a
corner and I pogoed with the rest of the audience.
In that year I took my first rock photograph of a group
called Gary Cramer and the Works. I had no idea of what I was doing but somehow
I lucked out and it is one of my favourite ever rock photographs. It was then
when I met Stephen Drake and his brother Adam. In the early 70s when they were
living in Los Angeles their parents would take them to a farm of a friend
called Neil Young. It was then when the Drake brothers decided on their future careers.
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Gary Cramer & the Works - 1979 |
The people who live in Vancouver in my opinion are quite
reserved but when I go to concerts where either Drake or Bergmann play I am hit
by their extreme passion. That they have persisted with it and are performing
together 46 years later has been inspiration for me at my age of 82 to keep
with my photography and writing.
The two will be playing their guitars and Bergmann will sing
this Friday 25 of July at 7pm (performance will begin at 8) at Blue Light
Studio, 1839 Franklin Street.
This amateur who did not know who Alice Cooper was believes
that Drake is the best electric guitarist in Canada. Bergmann is a rare post
punk performer who really now is a folk punk. His lyrics are about the terrible
happenings of our world right now. He is an angry man who sometimes softens up
but will not let go in protesting man’s inhumanity to man.
I would not miss this concert for anything. I have purchased
my ticket.