On Inspiration & Gunfighters
Friday, March 07, 2025
 | Boris Riabov - 6 March 2025 |  | The Keynote - 1915 - William Arthur Chase |
My grandmother often told me that the devil knew more not
because he was the devil but because he was an old man. Because I am 82, I can
assert that I know stuff and that some of that stuff is useful.
I started taking photographs in 1958 and I have continued
until now. And from now, I am continuing until I meet my oblivion.
It is for that that I can assert that the Holy Grail of photography
in the 20th century was a style that could be readily identified. We
could discern the styles of Philippe Halsmann, Annie Leibovitz, Irving Penn,
Helmut Newton, Diane Arbus, Ansel Adams, and many more.
In this 21st century with magazines and
newspapers all but gone the profession of editorial (magazine, newspaper)
photograph has all but disappeared.
Ansel Adams’s photos are famous to this day as we know where
he took his pictures and we understand the clarity of his zone system that
brings out the shadows without blowing out the whites.
Because of the proliferation of phone photographs, we now see
lots of nature/garden, sunset photographs. It is very difficult (my opinion)
for anybody to identify these photographs to a particular photographer. It was
the portrait of that past century, where a sense of style was obvious and
lighting was used.
I look at my large collection of photo books and I wonder
who will want them when I am gone. At the same time I know why I purchased them
and why I read them all.
To have an identifiable style in that 20thcentury one had to rip off styles of other photographers, and sooner or later
the rip-offs had enough variation that they became the property of the
photographer. I have looked at photographs, sculptures and paintings and I have
used them for inspiration. My photographs might not make the rip-off obvious
but it is there. Even poetry such as that of Emily Dickinson and my countryman Jorge Luís Borges that inspires me to take photographs to illustrate one of their poems.
I equate a photographer with a 19th century American
gunfighter. A gunfighter’s last shot had to be good or he would be dead. While
death is not the result for a photographer who takes a bad photograph, I would
think that a photographer is as good as their last photograph.
Such was the case (a subjective opinion it is) of my
photograph last night of the mercurial Boris Riabov who is gainfully employed
by Beau Photo.  | Boris Riabov - June 6, 2024 |
Because of the excellent (my opinion) algorithms of
Facebook and Twitter and since I rarely comment or discuss politics and
religion, my feed is a wonderful and constant show of Vincent van Goghs, and
other artist of the pasts to this day. There was one that caught my eye. His
name is William Arthur Chase:
Born: 1878 -
Bristol, England
Died: 1944 -
Blewbury, England
Known for: Portrait and floral still life painting.
A few weeks before last night, I had been visited by
Riabov and his Beau Photo friend Nicole Langdon-Davies. He sat down at my baby
grand Chickering piano and played for almost 45 minutes. When a bit later I saw
the Chase’s piano painting I was inspired.
For the photograph I used a Fuji X-E3 equipped with a
Lensbaby attachement and wide-angle extension. I took 8 photographs and one (in
my eyes is perfect).
Today Friday, March 7 I find myself still alive. An added piece of information important to me is that the music on the Chickering was one of three albums of my great aunt Buenaventura Gálvez Puig who was a concert pianist. The book is open at a Chopin Impromtu.
The Face of Rosemary in Helleborus 'Ice N' Roses'
Tuesday, March 04, 2025
Today I went to the opening of the fine Richmond nursery,
Phoenix Perennials. I went with one intention which was to buy if they had it
(they did) Arenaria balearica (Corsican Mint). Somehow the tons of it that grew
between our path stones in our Kerrisdale garden did not make it to Kits. When
you step on this tiny plant or pass your hand on it. Alas! Arenaria balearica
is not the true Corsican Mint is Mentha requenii. It is far more fragrant.
But when I saw Helleborus ‘Ice N’Roses’ I knew I had to
buy it. Rosemary would have noticed it immediately. As I wrote in this recent
blog, the face of a helleborus is the face of Rosemary. And of course Rosemary would have noticed that the nice Hebe 'Shiraz' had the same intense violet/red colour of the Hellebore. I bought it!
Rosemary-Hellebore-Sábato- Van Gogh  | Helleborus 'Ice N'Roses' & Hebe 'Shiraz' 4 March 2025 |
No, Thank You - I Want to Live My Grief
Monday, March 03, 2025
 | Pedro Armendáriz |
A good friend today at a Commercial coffee joint told me that
I must control my present depression with meds. One of my daughters insists I
should seek counselling.
I rejected to my friend his suggestion of meds and kept my true thoughts to myself.
John Ford directed a film in 1947 called The Fugitive
based on Graham Greene’s novel The Power and the Glory. It features a priest
(called the whisky priest in the novel) who has lost his faith during the war
against Catholicism in Mexico (called la Guerra de los Cristeros) during the
mid 1920s. The priest is played by Henry Fonda, and, since the film parallels the
Christ of the bible, Dolores del Río is a Mary Magdalene. What makes this film
one of my favourites of all time is that the assistant director is Indio
Fernández and the lighting and director of photography is the formidable (named
one of the best of the 20th century) Gabriel Figueroa.
When the whisky priest is finally caught he is to be
executed in the morning. A lovely looking and wonderful Mexican actor, Pedro
Armendáriz, plays the atheist policeman who offers Fonda brandy to ameliorate his
execution.
It is here where Fonda utters something that to me is the
most wonderful (and I take it to heart) statement that is not found in Greene’s
book. Fonda says, “No thank you, I want to live my death”.
And so my depression over the loss of my wife (we lived
together for 52 years) on 9 December 2020 is one that I do not want to forget.
I do not want to make it less melancholic.
Like Fonda, I want to live her life gone in my own life. We
shall never meet as we both believed in oblivion.
I feel that in my present melancholy my blog writing may be
getting better and I am inspired to take photographs and scan my plants for me
and for her memory.
As St. Luke in his gospel paraphrases Christ, “Do this in
remembrance of me.” I remember her every waking moment and she haunts my
dreams. I want that.
Disparity in Outer Space & Some Music to Daydream
Sunday, March 02, 2025
 | William Anders on December 24, 1968, during the Apollo
8 mission. | Music of the Spheres at St. Augustine Church in Kitsilano
I believe
that what makes us human is our ability to associate (connect) disparate
situations. I will admit that my cats Niño and Niña associate the word treats
with what they will then get on my bed. But we humans can be more complex.
A perfect
place for this sort of association, daydreaming, perhaps is being at a concert
as I was last night. The program called Music of the Spheres steered me in the
direction of all things astronomy of my life.
I remember
going around 1952 to an estancia in the interior of the Argentine province of
Corrientes. We were riding a Studebaker flat-bed truck at night. Such was the
intensity of the Milky Way that I could have read a book. We spotted the Tres
Marías (stars in the Southern Hemisphere).
At my boarding
school, St.Edward’s High School in Austin Texas in the 10th grade I
became interested (perhaps pushed by the Russian launching of their satellite
the year before) in astronomy so I built a 4 inch reflector telescope. Three
years later with my cousin Dolores, in Mexico City we would go to our roof,
telling my grandmother we wanted to focus it on the moon. This was untrue as we
spied the goings on of the clandestine whore house next to ours.
One of the musical
works last night was Musical Parnassus Suite No. “Uranie” bu U.C.F. Fischer. I immediately
thought of William Herschel
Uranus was the first planet found with the aid
of a telescope. It was discovered in 1781 by astronomer William Herschel,
although he originally thought it was either a comet or a star.
From there
I transferred my thoughts to his son Sir John Herschel who invented photographic
fixer.  | Sir John Herschel - Photograph Julia Margaret Cameron |
Ultimately
I thought of the wonderful photograph taken by astronaut William Anders: Earthrise
is a photograph of Earth and part of the Moon's surface that was taken from
lunar orbit by astronaut William Anders on December 24, 1968, during the Apollo
8 mission.
In my
thoughts about that photograph last night I had read an article in the Sunday
New York Times hard copy (it crashes at my door on Saturday night).
In it
there was this review of book for children that I found lovely. Because I have
that subscription (now for 30 years) I am able to gift 10 articles for month
with no pay wall. Here it is: Earthrise NYTimes Article
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