I fell for
my Rosemary on 15 December 1967 when I saw her on the street walking away from
me. I say long, straight, blond hair, a dark blue mini dress and legs that were
as lovely as my mothers. I was not to know then that soon after I began taking
portraits of her and that is how I came to be a portrait photographer.
When we
arrived to Vancouver from Mexico City in 1975 I thought that I could
immediately work as a portrait photographer. That was not to be and I ended up
washing cars at Tilden on Alberni Street for two years. I went to London Drugs
to the photography counter and told a man there that I was a portraitist. His
answer was brutal, “Sir, I graduated from McGill with a BFA and I don’t call
myself a portraitist.
It was
working for Vancouver Magazine in the late 70s that my skill in taking portraits
was finally appreciated.
In my files
now I have thousands of portraits (photographs, negatives, slides and digital
files of the people of Vancouver and people who came to Vancouver.
Sometime in
the late 70s I was called by a woman who said, “I am an instructor at the YWCA
and I want you to photograph me before gravity takes its toll.” And that is how
I began to photograph hundreds of women is various stages of undress. Most had
lovely faces so I always began with portraits before they removed their
clothing.
My
experience is this kind of photography is vast and I did notice quickly that
the imagination of women on being photographed was superior to mine. They
taught me to see.
It was my
Rosemary who told me the importance of hands so I incorporated them in my
portraits.
Another
method I used was to load more than one camera with various kinds of film. They
were Kodak B+W Infrared Film, several versions of early Special Order 410 that
ultimately became Kodak Technical Pan which was extremely sharp and
fine-grained but with its extra sensitivity made skin glow.
Some of
these photographs have appeared in my blogs. Many of my subjects have told me
to remove their names from them.
I can report
that in my extensive files I have many women listed as politicians, ballet or
modern dancers, and actresses. Female
writes are under a file called Writers. But I have a separate four drawer metal cabinet (around 800 files)
of women who posed for me beyond just portraits.
I am now
about to be 84 and the time will come when I will have met my oblivion. It will
be only then that many of these women will publicly bragg, “I was photographed
by Alex Waterouse-Hayward.” It will be only then that I will be rich and
famous.
In this blog I have placed photographs of Quilla (and invented name) who had a face.









