My Gender Fluid Leander & Why Not Rosemary?
Saturday, May 18, 2024
| Rosa 'Leander' 18 May 2024
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She lets him "whisper in her ear, / Flatter,
entreat, promise, protest, and swear," and after a series of coy,
half-hearted attempts to "defend the fort" she yields to bliss.
Wikipedia - Hero and Leander
I met Rosemary sometime in mid-December 1967 and we were
married in Coyocán, Mexico on Feb 8 of 1968. It would seem that I was Leander
to Rosemary’s Hero.
Rosa ‘Leander’ was hybridized by David Austin in 1982.
Sometime around 1989 we bought the rose. We quickly found out that unlike most
roses that need lots of sun, Leander managed to grow well in the shade. In our
shady Kerrisdale garden she was a pleasant survivor.
When we moved to our small Kitsilano duplex with its
small garden, we had to divest ourselves of many
plants, including my hostas and roses. We drove to our daughter
Alexandra’s Lillooet where she has one acre garden and our plants found a home
there.
But Leander had to come with us. Alas, after a couple of
years Leander (I use the name as I don’t want to decide if the plant is a he or
a she. I am being gender fluid) died. It is about impossible to find old
English Roses (not old but simply from the end of the 20th century as Austin's first rose, Constance Spry was introduced in 1962)
in Vancouver so Rosemary became sad. About a year before Rosemary died her
friend Jennifer Lamb brought us a rose she had rescued from a garden. She
thought it was Leander. Leander it was and that made Rosemary happy and for me
it was wonderful to see how she smiled when I showed her a scan of Leander.
But now in 2024 whenever these roses bloom for the first
time as Leander did today I have that question in my head (a futile question it
is but I cannot avoid it), “Why Leander and not Rosemary?” How can it be that
she is not with me in Kitsilano today enjoying the sun and that bright Leander
in all its pretty glory? And because Leander is remontant, I will be seeing Leander often until the fall.
The Photo Ops of our Vancouver City Councillors & No Action
| George Bowering
| | George McWhirter
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Without wanting to be disrespectful I am losing patience
with our Vancouver City Councillors appearing in photo ops in social media
particularly when they are pushing culture.
With the demise of our newspapers and with on-line cultural
institution promoters who depend on publicists (few exist) to find out what is
going on in the city I do not see how we can navigate out of this.
Tomorrow Saturday 18 an institution, The Turning Point
Ensemble will be celebrating their 20 year existence at the downtown campus of Simon
Fraser University. This stellar musical group plays music of the 20th
and 21st century. Who reading this knows of them? In New York City
they would be famous.
I have stated before that the CBC does not need to sell adds
as the Vancouver Sun and The Georgia Straight once did. They could have culture
(dance, music, theatre, dance, poetry, novelists) on TV and on the radio. There
would be tons of people they could interview.
They don’t. But we know what the traffic is on the bridges
and we keep being told of the Vancouver temperature when in fact they get their
info from the airport. I believe that the airport is in Richmond and at the
height of the tower it is always two degrees colder.
In that last century I had access to celebrities and
politicians because I worked for magazines and the Globe and Mail. I have
portraits of Sting, Audrey Hepburn, Dennis Hopper and Martin Scorsese.
Access is now denied because these celebrities do not come
to Vancouver. But I am a lucky man because
I have access that many people have forgotten.
Vancouver is a city with a poor memory for its past.
Who would know who the first Canadian Parliamentary Poet
Laureate was? That would be George Bowering in 2001.
Who would know who the first Vancouver Poet Laureate was?
That would be George McWhirter in 2007.
Both these men are over 80 and both have their marbles
intact. How do I know? I have the lovely access of being their friends and we
talk almost once a week.
McWhirter is of better health while Bowering cannot hear or
see very well. He has an electric cart as he cannot walk. His sense of humour and whit is intact.
These two have contributed lots to our city and to Canada.
McWhirter translates into English the poems of the finest living Mexican novelist and poet Homero Aridjis, right here in Vancouver.
But when they invariably die, as we all do, we will be quick
to sing praises on how wonderful they were and how they are missed.
Does anybody care for them now?
It is time that our city Councillors stop appearing in photo
ops and doing something to remedy the nebulous cultural problem of our city.
With its booming real-estate, Vancouver is going upwards and onwards while
culture is moving into the pits.
City Hall, CBC act! An Open Letter to the City of Vancouver & City Hall An Open Letter to the Honourable David Eby - Premier of British Columbia An Open Letter to the CBC's Catherine Tait An Open Letter to the Lower Mainland's Dance Community
Hyperbolic Paraboloids & Arthur Erickson
Friday, May 17, 2024
| Arthur Erickson - 1984
| In geometry, a paraboloid is a quadric surface that has exactly one axis of symmetry and no center of symmetry. The term "paraboloid" is derived from parabola, which refers to a conic section that has a similar property of symmetry. Wikipedia
As portrait photographer, at least this one, I have found
myself being alone with many of my subjects and experiencing a level of
intimacy that is remarkable.
On good example is my relationship with architect Arthur
Erickson that began in 1986 and ended a few months before he died in May, 2009.
The picture that illustrates this blog was my first
photograph of him. When I contacted Erickson on the phone he told me to take
Polaroids of different spots at the Museum of Anthropology at UBC. This I did.
On the day of the portrait session I placed the Polaroids on the ground and he
picked a two.
Henceforth in my many sessions with the man he opened up to
me and we became friends.
When he would come to my studio on Robson and Granville he
would tell me, “Alex you have God’s light reflecting into your studio from César
Pelli’s Eaton’s across the street.” He knew I would understand as architect Pelli
was an Argentine like me.
When I photographed him in his small house on the West Side
I asked him why he had bought the place when with the money he had he could
have purchased a place with a mountain or sea view. His answer, “I wanted to
build something and grow a garden where all I would see would be only what I
had built or planted.” Another time when I was taking his portrait in his garden (he was wearing flip-flops) he said, "It seems you want me to look like Frank Lloyd Wright."
But it was on the last time that I saw him in early 2009
that I have memories that moved me and I feel grateful to have known the man.
I was at a function presided by Diane Farris. I noticed
that Erickson was sitting alone at a table. It seemed that nobody wanted to sit
with him as by then he was suffering the effects of Alzheimer’s. I sat down at
his table and told him, “Arthur it seems to me that your architecture was
influenced by the Spanish/Mexican architect Felix Candela.
I can report here that we talked for an hour on the merits
of hyperbolic paraboloids (hypars) and how they were made possible by the
varying slope of a straight line as seen in the calculus. Of hypars my blog link
below explains in detail where hypars come from. Hypars & Felix Candela I have written at least 3 blogs on the subject of my discussion with Erickson on hypars. But I still wanted to do it all again. It was that tonight I caught on that in my portrait sessions there is an intimacy that could be lacking when people are interviewed.
Las Tres Comadres - Erased From My Memory
Thursday, May 16, 2024
| Las Tres Comadres
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“...nada
está perdido si se tiene por fin el valor de proclamar que todo está perdido y
que hay que empezar de nuevo...”
“nothing is lost if one has as a purpose to state that
everything is lost and that one has to begin again…” Julio Cortázar
My life at 81 can be defined as being a pile of stuff
wherever I look. In one of those piles I found a single 35mm colour negative
(Kodak Kodacolor) frame. I have no memory of having taken it nor can I discern
if I took it in Mexico (probably) or in some trip to Europe with Rosemary.
When I scanned the negative I called it Las Tres
Comadres. In Spanish a godfather is a padrino and a godmother is a madrina. The
relationship between the godparents and the father or mother of the children is defined as compadre or comadre. As an example my
friend Andrew Taylor, who lives in Guadalajara, and is my eldest daugther
Alexandra’s godfather, is my compadre. In Mexico that relationship is a warm one.
But in Mexico (and only in Mexico) comadres is used to
define women of a certain age who might be seen gossiping. I saw the three
women in my photograph, who are dressed in black, as gossiping women! Why not.
In this century anybody who shoots with a digital camera
has in every exposure what is called EXIF metadata. It can not only give you
the date and time, but also the geographical location using satellite
technology.
My Kodacolor negative is old technology and even though
Borges wrote that in order to remember one must forget, all I can write here is
that I have no idea at all about this photograph. It is not all that good or
that bad. I just found it challenging to write here about the picture I took
that is erased from my memory. I was bothered by the very white paper next to the women. I could have easily removed it. But I kept it as I wonder what was on that paper.
Grace, Beauty, Persistence & a Will to Live
Wednesday, May 15, 2024
| Rosa 'Dr. Huey' - 15 May 2024
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Rosemary was a strong willed person who would go back to our
old Kerrisdale house to retrieve some of the plants we had left behind when we
moved to Kitsilano. I did not have the heart or the stamina to return to a house
that represented a rosy past (over 100 old roses, in fact). Even today I try to
avoid driving on 41st Avenue so as not to see the Athlone Street
sign. This is more so now since Rosemary like our old garden is gone. A similar situation is followed by Joan Didion. I read in her The Year of Magical Thinking that she avoids going to the neighbourhood where she and her husband John Gregory Dunn.
One day a year before she died she brought a rose shrub and
told me, “Alex, I found it in our back lane.” A few months later it bloomed. It
was multipetalled (not quite that of an English Rose) and it had a yellow
centre with yellow stamens. We had never had such a rose. I thought about it
and came to this conclusion:
Rosa 'Dr. Huey' is a
variety that was bred by Captain George C. Thomas in 1914 and introduced in
1920 by Bobbink and Atkins. It's a Hybrid Wichurana.
That rose was used a lot as a root stock for “better” roses
that were grafted to it. Whatever rose we had had in that back lane had died
and Dr. Huey simply did its thing. This rose grows all over the United States
for the same reason. It is aggressive.
And yet is lovely and very fragrant. It is in a pot in my
garden so it is not going to take over or bring my house down!
I started blooming yesterday and I smiled but was saddened
at the same time. It survived. Why did not my Rosemary survive?
But the will to live of Dr. Huey, its beauty, its grace
is all Rosemary.
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