Saved by the Geniuses of EJ Phone Repair
Monday, June 08, 2026
 | | Rosa 'Mrs. Oakley Fisher' & Hosta 'First Frost' 8 June 2026 | Today June 8,
the folks at EJ Phone Repair solved the problem of not being able to place
photographs in my blog. Mike came to my house and in under 3 minutes solved the
matter. It seems that my Google Blogger was no longer compatible with my Firefox
Blogger. He switched it to Google Chrome and voilà.
For many
days I was completely depressed and felt like my life was just waiting to die.
More than ever I was realizing that in my daily tasks writing my blog is an
element of stability. My blog, particularly now in the gardening season,
enables me to place my plant scans as an excuse to write something.
At first
Mike and Chris at EJ Phone Repair suspected that my 22-year-old Dell CRT
monitor was the problem. They lent me a 28 inch wide Acer monitor. The problem
persisted. One it was solved they sold me the splendid 28 inch wide Acer for
little money. While this blog is being placed June 8 I am writing this June 9.
Today I had
the pleasure of taking my Dell monitor to Kent Street where I gave it a fond
goodbye as it served me well. The new Acer has been previously calibrated for
colour but I will be hiring a gentleman named Harris to calibrate the monitor,
my scanner and printer shortly.
I am a happy
man.
A Roundabout
Saturday, June 06, 2026
 | | Rosa 'Emily Carr' 4 June 2026 |
I have found a roundabout method to place photographs into my Blogger blog. I scanned this lovely rose and then sent it to myself by email. I clicked on the scan and I was given the chance to share it. This I did in my Facebook page. Once there I copied it and then pasted it here. It worked. This is awfully elaborate but it means that I will be able to write a few blogs before the chaps from EJ Phone Repair on Monday can sort through my problems.
A Temporary Solution to my Blogger Problem
Friday, June 05, 2026
 | | Niña, left 7 my departed Niño (May 12) right |
I am unable to put new photographs into my blog. I can put old photographs. This means that I can at least write my daily blogs. It is a slight relief. The folks from EJ Phone Repair will come to my house on Monday to see if my problem can be resolved. Meanwhile I will post these blogs.
AI & the Loss of Human Imagination
Wednesday, June 03, 2026
The word
imagination comes from the Latin imaginatio, meaning "the forming of a
mental image". It entered the English language in the mid-14th century via
Old French. Here is how the concept breaks down: Root Word: imaginari (to
picture oneself / represent) Core Source: imago (an image, likeness, or
ghost)Deepest Origin: The Proto-Indo-European root aim-, meaning "to
copy" or "to imitate"Historically, the term was heavily tied to
the philosophical concept of "making the absent present," or
conjuring up a mental picture of something not currently being perceived by the
physical senses.
Roots and
Breakdown Image (imago): Refers to a likeness, appearance, or
reflection.-ation: A suffix denoting an action or process. Combined, it
literally means "the process of creating a mental
image."Interestingly, imago shares a Proto-Indo-European root that means
"to copy". Therefore, at its very core, imagination is the mind's
ability to copy, recreate, and manipulate impressions from the physical world
to form entirely new concepts.
In the last
few months I have seen famous medieval paintings or paintings up to the 19th
century that move because people have been using AI.
I believe
that what makes us human (I do not think cockroaches have that ability) is our
ability to “create a mental image”. Furthermore this might lead to the diluting of human imagination.
Now I avoid
all that knowing that when I post one of my photographs or plant scans in this
blog, that these images are mine and have no connection to AI.
The photograph
here is followed by the original. The original photograph is a b+w almost-portrait
reflecting my falling in love with Estela in Great Expectations when I was in
the 5th grade and not liking her mentor Miss Havisham. The colour
image is the result of me using my phone to photograph the framed portrait on my
living room wall. With my 22-year-old Photoshop 8 I added a bit of saturation.
It was
through my imagination and the not so gently pushing of the art directors I
worked with (and Vancouver Magazine editor Malcolm Parry) that I developed a
personal style which is just about disappeared in this century. An identifiable
personal style is the Holy Grail of photography.
Now as few
photographers want to face people, talk to them, find mutual connections before
taking their portraits (and perhaps using a good studio light) we are left with
street photography. I think that particularly in Vancouver, if Fred Herzog
would return from the dead, he would be not in the least inspired to take his
street photographs as all the bright colours and neon lights are gone.
Worse than
sitting at the Van Dusen Flora Hall to watch 100 bad slides of roses (as I did with
my Rosemary in 1991) would be to see 100 projected contemporary street photographs
taken by local photographers who are no match for that decisive-moment-Guy that
was Henri Cartier-Bresson.
Having a
personal imagination is important.
My Homage to Vancouver Poet Jamie Reid
Tuesday, June 02, 2026
 | | Rosa 'A Shropshire Lad' 2 June 2026 |
Below is an old blog that involves a magnificent poem by now gone poet friend Jamie Reid. I had many poet friends but they are all dead. Jamie Reid made me appreciate A.E. Houseman through his A Shropshire Lad. Every time this prolific rose blooms in my backlane garden I remember Reid.
Some years ago my granddaughter Rebecca and I went to the Playhouse Theatre to experience a matinée performance
of the Turning Point Ensemble (in association with Vancouver 2010 Cultural
Olympiad and the SFU Contemporary Arts) of Erik Satie's Relâche. As we entered I
spotted a friend. "Rebecca I want you to meet a poet, he is a member of
the Canadian Communist Party." With a smile on his face Jamie Reid
said," I am not a member of the Canadian Communist Party. I was a member
of the Communist Party of Canada (Marxist-Leninist)." Reid handed me a
copy of his latest poems. In it I found a poet who had collaborated with Satie
in his Furniture Music:
homage to max jacob
I was severely mistaken in
writing to a poet acquaintance that
Max Jacob took his own
life.
In fact, it was only and
maybe merely his afterlife he took, and he
took it deliberately as a
Catholic, which he had become by
choice, not birth.
After converting to the
Church of Rome, he joined the gang of
Poets and artists on
Montmartre in order to sin disgracefully, so
he said.
It was not for this reason
that the Gestapo later arrested him and
put him in the
concentration camp where he died of lung
disease. It was because he
had been born a Jew.
His conversion therefore
completely failed to save his life.
I hope my poet
acquaintance, who told me he feels his own
work is most like Max
Jacob’s, does not come to suffer a similar
fate.
May he contrive to enjoy
all sins untramelled, no matter how
considerable, without
feeling any need for punishment, as did
poor Catholic Max.
May I, too, live in hope
to do the same, dear,
merciful God.
From homages by Jamie
Reid, January 2009 by permission from author.
Beautiful but not Pristine
Monday, June 01, 2026
 | | Rosa 'Souvenir du Docteur Jamain' - 1 June 2026 |
This past
Saturday and Sunday I opened my garden to the Vancouver Rose Society. My
Rosemary and I did this every year and we also began opening our garden in
Kerrisdale from the early 90s. People from the US would come in buses to see
it.
This time
many of my invited friends came, but only 10 members of the Vancouver Rose
Society showed up. What this means is that I will be eating my homemade
cucumber sandwiches, my youngest daughter Hilary’s cookies for days. This
morning I heated the Mexican hibiscus tea (agua de Jamaica) for breakfast
instead of my normal black tea.
The
Vancouver Rose Society has Victorian era standards of what makes an ideal rose
for a rose show or to bring it to a meeting. It has to be pristine and perfect.
I am slightly at odds as I also like a rose that is past its prime. An example
of this is illustrating this blog.
I did remove
as many yellow white spot leaves from my roses for days. I get little black
spot as I spray my roses in early spring with copper sulphate. This is allowed
as it does not affect insects or pollute the environment. As I did this I was
pushed to do as perfect a job as possible by that Rosemary that is always there
when I am in the garden that I used to call our garden.
The Male Gaze
Sunday, May 31, 2026
 | | Ex-Vancouver Magazine receptionist |
It was in
Buenos Aires when I was 8 years old that an American little girl came for a
visit with her mother. This happened because my mother was teaching physics,
chemistry and algebra at the American School outside the Belgrano R train
station.
The little
girl asked me, “Do you want to see it?" I must have answered in the
affirmative as she showed what made me different from her. To this day I am not
quite sure why so many women have not only showed me all that but wanted me to
record it all with my camera. I took my
first series of nudes (from the waist up) of my Rosemary in 1969 because of the
idea of taking her portrait of her with our first daughter Alexandra. Right
after I don’t remember the circumstances but I photographed her without our
daughter. Those images with her haunting sad look have been in my memory and
one of them is framed and on the opposite wall from my bed where she stares at
me even when I turn of the lights to go to sleep. Rosemary's Portrait on My Bedroom Wall
In 1977 in
Vancouver I was just beginning to work (free-lance) at Vancouver Magazine when
I took some nude photos that coincided with some I took on Wreck Beach.
It was at
Vancouver Magazine that a receptionist who was quitting (I have now forgotten her
name) asked me if I could photograph her in the nude. The two pictures you
see here are in a file with the negatives under the name ex-Vancouver Magazine
Receptionist. Both the photos from Wreck Beach and one of the two here I used
Kodak b+w Infrared Film. It was sensitive to red so you might note that in one
of the shots her lips are lighter. I soon learned to going to London Drugs and
buying purple lipstick that rendered darker when I used this grainy but skin
smoothing film.
Of late I
have been reading a lot how all those medieval, renaissance and up to our present
times paintings of nude women are called and explained as male-gaze art.
There seems
to be no record if any of those thousands of women ever were the ones who asked
to be painted in the nude.
I frequently
look at myself in the mirror and I ask myself why so many women have asked me
(and keep asking to date) to be photographed sans clothing. What can they see
in my face?
And then
there is that question that nobody seems to know the answer to which is why do
they want to be photographed like that.
One answer
may have been the call I received from this woman: “ Is this Alex
Waterhouse-Hayward? My name is ….and I need to have some pictures taken. I am a
fitness instructor at the YWCA and I want to be photographed in the nude. I
have a great body and I want it recorded before nature takes it course.”
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