Easter - Neither Happy nor Merry
Sunday, April 05, 2026
 | | Easter at Brock House - April 20, 2014 |  | | Easter in Burnaby -1977 | Easter at Brock House
Easter in Burnaby 1977 I often
wonder why it’s a Merry Christmas but a Happy Easter. After Rosemary died on
December 9, 2020 my (not our) Christmases and Easters have been neither.
In the 2014
Easter Rosemary suggested we go to Brock House for Easter lunch. It was a
memorable with a nice photograph to match.
Now the idea
of getting together for any holiday is nonexistent. There are marriage problems
and or granddaughters who may be working on those days.
They are all
gone.
In today’s
Easter I spent it alone with my cats Niño and Niña. I managed to go for a bike
ride to Jericho Beach and I took some photographs with my pinhole and LensBaby
attachments for my Fuji digital cameras.
Now as the
evening wanes I cannot understand why one of my daughters could not have
suggested getting together for an Easter meal. It seems that her cat could not
be left alone.
And so I
will have to live with the memory of that splendid Brock House lunch and all
those Christmas dinner where I made the roast beef and gravy and Rosemary prepared her outstanding Yorkshire Pudding.
To celebrate today’s Easter I bought a chicken cutlet at
a local eatery and made sure I had no eggs, either the chicken or the
chocolate kind.
 | | Fuji with pinhole attachement - 5 April 2026 |
Saturday Fiddling
Saturday, April 04, 2026
 | | Lisa and Hosta montana 'Aureo Marginata' 4 April 2026 |
My daily obligation consists in my getting out of bed
around 7:30 and going downstairs to feed my cats Niño and Niña. I make my breakfast
and bring it up in a tray. Rosemary and I had breakfast in bed for 25 years
with our paper NY Times and Vancouver Sun. Now I share that moment with my two
cats. With no reason to get out of bed I might linger until 10:30. On sunny
days I do some gardening and I prune my roses. If still sunny I might go in my
bike to Jericho Beach.
My financially smart Rosemary arranged so that I never
have to worry about my finances.
In the afternoon I might write one or two blogs and in
plant season I will scan some of my plants. But there is nothing more for me to
do. Some days (most) the phone never rings and I do see people when I shop at
Safeway.
How might escape my existential angst?
One way is to fiddle in my oficina and going through
my extensive files. Today, Easter Saturday I cut a leaf of my newly acquired
Hosta montana ‘Aureo Marginata’ and scanned it with my portrait of Lisa
Montonen with that plant. I wrote about this hosta recently here. It was a
surprise to find this classic hosta.
You can now have a look at my two versions of
fiddling. Lisa was one of the most beautiful woman I ever photographed. I first met her at a beauty contest at the Drake Hotel in the 80s. She was crying as she had not even been considered. I told her that the women who had won were all very pretty but the judges could not cope with her beauty. She married a plastic surgeon and moved to LA right after her body had been ruined by him.
April in April
 | | Deborah - Wreck Beach - taken with a swivel lens panoramic Widelux |  | | April - Wreck Beach circa 1977 - my first nude |
Because my
mother, grandmother, wife Rosemary and I were teachers I have a feeling that I
am obliged to impart the knowledge in my head before I meet up with my statistically
soon oblivion.
 | | Katheryn at the Marble Arch Hotel |
I may have
the largest files on women not wearing much anywhere. I would like to explain
why this is so.
Until I was
around 14 I was a painter and drawer. My mother even had me take lessons in
Mexico City with an artist called Robin Bond. One day I told my mother that I
could no longer draw or paint. She became very angry and almost gave me a
whipping. It was not until 1958 that I bought my first camera and decided to
take photographs.
In 1969,
having been married to my Rosemary for a year I took some nude photographs of
her. I have no idea why that happened. What is important for me is that they
were portraits. My idea of eroticism was far away from my mind or I simply did
not acknowledge it.
In 1975 my
wife, two daughters and I moved to Vancouver. By 1977 I was taking nude
photographs on Wreck Beach. Here is my first ever nude in Vancouver of April.
There is nothing erotic about it. It does show what soon became of my
photographic particulars. This was to have something odd in my photographs. The
black sand on April’s feet is such an example.
Now today
April 4, 2026 I have finally understood my obsession in taking photographs of
undraped women. It is most obvious that looking back at the many Renaissance of
women and men in the nude had a purpose beyond the obvious of wanting to do it.
The nude without clothes, when done well, prepared one to paint them with
clothes on. It showed how the body moved and how to paint it gracefully.
Now in this
century, here in Vancouver nude figure studies places are happening. Why? It is
for the same above reason. I cannot go to these because I cannot draw. But I have done my own version of nude figure studying.
I can state
here that my portraits of people are good simply because I have knowledge of
how their bodies are and I know how to pose them.
Pinhole Photography Then & Now
Friday, April 03, 2026
 | | April 2, 2026 - Fuji X-E1 |
 | | Helen |
These days I
constantly harp on the advantages to a photographer to combine the technology
of the 20th century with that of this one.
A technique
that is interesting, but not easy to do, is pinhole photography. Because the hole
is so small the exposure times are long and your film camera has to be securely
on a good tripod. In that other century, and it this one, I have used film
cameras for some of my pinhole photographs. In the one here, of my friend Helen, I had to fire my studio flash many times before enough light had pierced that
pinhole. Now my Fuji digital cameras can take pinhole photographs hand held. How is this? My
Fuji X-E1 and E-3 with the pinhole attachment can be exposed at 3200 or higher
ISO without affecting the quality of the photographs. The ones here I took
yesterday while going on my bike ride to Jericho Beach. Technically my Mamiya pinhole (on the body cap of the camera) is not a pinhole. The whole was drilled with a tiny drill bit by my friend Ian MacGuffie's father.
A Sombre Viernes Santo
Until my
grandmother (abuelita) died in 1970 she was one of my principal mentors. I find
it comforting that my Rosemary was able to meet her.
My Abue (pronounced
Ahbweh) educated me as my mother was always busy teaching. Abue never told me
not to do something but would always explain the consequences if I did it. She
inculcated me with the refrains and advice of Don Quijote de la Mancha. From her I
inherited my sweet tooth.
There is an
extra connection with her. As a little boy I was raised to be a Roman Catholic
by her and Abue explained a lot of the doctrine.
Today is
Good Friday (Viernes Santo) and I will never forget those Good Fridays in
Buenos Aires in 1950 and onward. I was prohibited from listening to music (the
radio) or going out to play with my friends. It was a sombre day where she
would read out the appropriate words from the New Testament with my mother.
Now looking
back I can connect the day in which all I could hear were the sounds of my
environment and think it was my early lesson in understanding why 4’33” by John
Cage is one of my favourite compositions.
Stability in a Changing Garden
Thursday, April 02, 2026
 | | Rosa 'Double Delight' |
 | Hosta montana 'Aureo Marginata' | A garden is
never the same from one year to another. But still to me my garden represents a
stability that I shared with my Rosemary. She had her favourites and I had
mine. Some we shared. One of those plants was Rosa ‘Double Delight’. Not only
was it unusually beautiful but it also had a lovely strong scent. When we moved
from Kerrisdale to our Kits home 7 years ago the plant had died. Just a couple
of years ago I found it again and bought it. Now it does not look all that
good.
 | | Lisa Montonen |
When a few
days ago I went to my local and nearby nursery, Hunter’s when I saw it I
immediately purchased it.
Another
plant that is a classic hosta is Hosta montana ‘Aureo Marginata’. In the last
century I had a show of my individual hosta leaves or flowers with a beautiful
woman called Lisa Montonen. I used that same Hosta montana to photograph years
later with my ecdysiast friend Salem.
 | | Salem |
I was most
upset when the plant died and because it was a hosta introduced many years ago
it was not available anywhere in Vancouver. When I took my youngest daughter
home after a lunch date I passed by GardenWorks nursery on our way to Burnaby.
After dropping her off I did go to the nursery. They had two handsome Hosta
montanas. I bought both!
 | | Salem |
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