My Photographic Plowshares
Friday, July 17, 2026
 | | Katherine Blackwell - 15 July 2026 - Severe underexposure with Fuji X-E3 | Few know in this century of the astounding influence
that the invention of the flatbed scanner in that last century.  | | Scanned Fuji Instant Film peel |
We in Vancouver all know the marvelous talent of
photographer Fred Herzog. In that 20th century he would invite us to
his house and project his lovely Kodachromes on a large projection screen.
Since we his friends were all photographers we despaired in knowing that the
projections could never also become colour prints. Dark room techniques for
printing Ektachromes and Kodachromes did not do justice in either sharpness or
the quality of their colour. It all had to wait for that scanner and the
resulting invention of inkjet print (originally called gicleés).
Herzog’s first show at the Vancouver Art Gallery
showed his talent in the brilliant early inkjet prints.
My fellow photographers, most of them, do not have or
use a scanner. With my Epson V-700 and Epson P700 printer I print inkjets
almost every day. Many are of old negatives (and new ones) and old slides (and
new ones). Their quality is outstanding.
Because I still have many boxes of Fuji Instant Film
for my Mamiya RB-67 I like to shoot it often. With my scanner I am able to scan
not only the prints but also the peels that we photographers used to throw away
before the appearance of scanners.
I believe that the conjunction of the photographic
techniques of that past twentieth combined with the technology of this one produce
what to me the appearance (only appearance?) of cutting edge imaging. I looked
up the etymology of cutting edge and it came into use in relation to effective plows
in the 19th.
I am placing here my images which I believe at least
look like cutting edge. There is nothing like sitting at my oficina computer,
with the scanner on one side to make them.
Another technique I have developed is the intended
underexposure with my Fuji X-E3 camera. The results are dramatic.
 | | Ella - Fujiroid peel scanned |
 | | Ella - underexposed Fuji X-E3 |
Agradecido
Thursday, July 16, 2026
 | | 16 July 2026 |  | | Rosa 'Bathsheba' 16 July 2026 |
Every day
and every moment of my life since my Rosemary died on 9 December 2020, I feel
grateful for all she brought into my life. I like the Spanish version of
grateful which is agradecido. It translates I am pleased (by what she did).
I am about
to be 84 and I have no worries. Because I lived in Mexico for many years I can
assert without any melancholy that I am waiting to die. Meanwhile I am kept
from day to day with the order and and routine that I experience in my
Vancouver, Canada.
Thanks to
Rosemary’s financial acumen I have no money problems. My little Kits home is in
perfect shape. Everything works and I can even boast of a Jacuzzi bathtub for
relieving my arthritis and a heated toilet seat for my frequent nigh time
visits.
What would
be the connection between the dramatic view of Vancouver, one I take almost
every day on my bike route to Jericho Beach and this lovely English Rose, Rosa ‘Bathsheba’?
Rosemary’s
interest in gardening with her gentle (not always) prodding enabled me to add
to my daily routine the scanning of my plants and roses. While others may not
think so, I believe that my scanned plant prints are art so that would make me
an artist.
While I was
a successful photographer in my many years in Vancouver since we arrived in
1975 from Mexico City, I was more so because of my portraits. My portraits are
good because Rosemary taught me the importance of hands in them.
Not having
to worry about political instability here in Canada is an added bonus to my
life.
Rosemary is
singly responsible for my daily unencumbered pleasant routine.
I also
remember Rosemary when her former cat, Niña, whom she was very close to now
lies on top of me. She reminds me of the gently warmth that was a signature
essence of Rosemary.
Estoy agradecido por lo que me dió.
That Eight-Sided Mirror All Over Again
Wednesday, July 15, 2026
 | | Tarren | In spite of
my advanced old age I have exciting events happening in my life. Tomorrow I
will be taking photographs of a tall, blonde woman whose mother was a well-known
exotic dancer in the late 70s. It seems that when her mother died and the woman
looked into her diary it was only then that she found out of her mother’s
former occupation.
She asked
me, “Alex I want you to photograph me as
if I were my mother.”
It is
obvious that I cannot go back to the late 70s and 80s when I photographed most
of the city’s ecdysiasts. Somehow in my photographs I have to include how my
concept of women has changed. In the 80s and 90s I was obsessed with conveying
my idea of what I found erotic. In some few cases the women I photographed did
tell me what they thought was erotic.
Am I to
shoot for the erotic tomorrow? My idea of what is erotic has vanished. The only
woman I am interested in is my Rosemary who died December 9, 2020. What I
especially miss are those quiet and gentle moments we shared in our bed.
This blog I
wrote yesterday might convey how without knowing I did that in the 90s. El Baile de las Sábanas Blancas
Because I
shoot film and digital I will be using multiple cameras in various formats. One
of my fave digital cameras is my functioning (with no sim card) iPhone3G.
There is no
doubt that this about-to-be 84 old man is one very lucky old man.
The
Ektachrome illustrating this blog is of my fave ecdysiast ever. She is Tarren.
We communicate to this day and I have photographed her until recently. This
picture taken sometime in the late 70s is the first photograph that I took of a
dancer to be published (in Vancouver Magazine). I have no memory on how it
happened. I still have the Mexican 8-sided mirror. That will be my first shot
tomoroow.
El Baile de las Sábanas Blancas
Tuesday, July 14, 2026
These days I
keep repeating what a friend tells me over and over, “Alex, you and I won the
cosmic lottery in having been born and worked in the past century."
It what to
me is the age of pornography in this 21st century I had a curious
and most pleasant situation in July/August 1993. In those days we (writers,
photographers, journalists, designers, ecdysiasts, etc) would meet for lunch at
noon on Thursdays at the Railway Club. There was this lovely peroxide blonde
who would sit alone on an ancillary table. We all wondered who she was. One day
I rustled up enough nerve and I went up to her and said, “My name is Alex, I am
a photographer and I would like to photograph you nude.” Her answer was succinct,
“Sure, when do you want to do it? What is your phone number?”
When she
arrived at my Robson corner with Granville studio (the Farmer Building) she took
all her clothes off and I was shocked to note that she had had a breast
removed.
Somehow in
all my photographs I never showed any breast or the little bits that get you
into trouble in this century.
One of the
photographs became one of my favourite ever photographs. She was on a white bed
sheet on m psychiatric couch. I just photographed her lovely legs and just a
bit more.
When I was a
little boy my mother would say to me, “Alex, es hora del baile de las sábanas blancas.”
That translates to, “Alex it is time for the dance of the white sheets.” And to
bed I went.
The other
photos here to me represent one of best moments of genuine inspiration.
Colorín Colorado
Monday, July 13, 2026
 | | Top left - Rosa 'Emily Carr' - right - Rosa 'Benjamin Britten' below both l Rosa 'Gabriel Oak' 13 July 2026 | As a little
boy my father always spoke to me in English. In bed in the late afternoon we
would sing together My Bonny Lies Over
the Ocean and Onwards Christian Soldiers.
He also read me stories.
When my
grandmother read stories to me they were always in her impeccable Castilian.
Once finished she would say, “Colorín colarado
este cuento se ha acabado.” It is pretty well difficult and what it meant
was,“this story is over.”
Since I
began scanning the plants in my garden in 2001 I have accumulated thousands. I
can safely say that that story is not over and since colorado in Spanish is a
synonym for red, my grandmother's refrain is appropriate for this scan of three
red roses.
Colorín colorado este cuento NO se ha acabado.
Ilford Degeneration
Sunday, July 12, 2026
 | | Madeleine Morris | My Kits
house has no more room for framed pictures on the wall. Most of them are family
portraits. Because as a portrait photographer I always wanted unsmiling eye
contact, I am constantly haunted by their stares starting in my bedroom, the
hallways, the kitchen, the living room, the dining room and the guest room.
Every time I
look at one of them I am like Marcel Proust dipping a madeleine into tea. I am overwhelmed
by how it was I took the portrait and what I indicated to my subjects what they
should do.
These days,
with my newish 28 inch Acer monitor, I am browsing through my extensive files
both in my computer and in my metal negative and slide files inside my 7 metal
cabinets with four drawers each.
Today I
explored that of Morris, Madeleine whom I photographed for many years. In the
file I found this little deteriorated
3x5 inch print. I do not remember why I printed it. I found the
yellowing beautiful. The yellowing happened because the glossy, plastic coated
Ilford paper was not archival. The paper was manufactured to satisfy the
pre-scanner ability of the paper to dry glossy without having to use those
complicated glossy making dryers (I had one!). Glossy 8x10s were the only way
blacks were reproduced as blacks in magazines and newspapers. The scanner made
the paper irrelevant.
I call the
yellowing Ilford Degeneration.
This print
is lovely. You might note that Morris posed with her pet mouse. I sometimes despair that I am unable to convince my peers of the value of my Epson V700 scanner.
Your shadow waits behind every light
Saturday, July 11, 2026
 | | Kimberly Klass | In my career
as a portrait photographer in Vancouver beginning in 1977 until recently (I
keep shooting portraits in my dotage), I photographed many important and famous
people and the not so famous whom I met in my everyday life. Some became my
friends.
Such a
person (not famous) was Kimberly Klass. She came into my life as a guest in our
Thursday tertulia at the Railway Club in the 80s. She was adventurous and
curious. She would come to our home(which I shared with my Rosemary) in Kerrisdale
as she wanted to listen to my extensive jazz collection.
I took many
photographs of her. Months later she committed suicide. None of us ever found out
what led her to that.
Now with my
splendid 38inch wide Acer monitor I have been browsing all my photo files. When
I got to Kimberly’s I was astounded at those that featured her black clothing
and black stockings. With my new expertise in using my Photoshop 8 (22 year’s
old) which has resulted with my constant use of it I have found a better way to
show here these photographs that I took of this amazing woman. In his poem Negro el diez, Julio Cortázar has a line - tu sombra espera tras de toda luz. That translates appropriately for these photographs as - Your shadow waits behind every light
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